My Heart Bleeds

Dear Father and Lord, God.

Lord God of Host, The Chief Host of the Army of Israel, The Lion of the tribe of Judah, King of kings, Lord of lords, God Omnipotence, Omniscience and Omnipresence, Jehovah Jire, Jehovah Nisi, The Great I AM that I AM, The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, You who bore our sins and died on the cross for our sake that we might be redeemed unto you, Father You are worshipped, Adored, Magnified, Exalted, Praised and Glorified. Father remember your suffering on the cross and your death, remember also the only reason why you went to the cross. Father are you going to sit up there in heaven and allow people who claim that you called them make your death of the cross a thing of vanity.

You are the Lord and there is none like You, from the foundation of the earth the lamb was slain, you had a plan to redeem man back to you even when you are yet to create man, before man came forth you have already loved man and that is why you made him in Your likeness. For the same love You came, suffered, died for man and resurrected to prove a point to the enemy of man. By Your resurrection power the enemy was made to understand that he cannot counterfeit the price You Paid to redeem man.

Lord, the grace you made available for man has been misunderstood, man is now standing on grace and at the same time playing around with sin, Lord, now it is no more repent and confess your sins for the remission of sins, Luke 24:47 And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem." but repeating after the preacher and to be declared by the preacher to be children of God has taken over real repentance and Godly sorrow. Lord repentance is no more preached in your house, no more remission of sins, no more prayers like that of the publican (Luke 18:13 "And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as [his] eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner.)" but simply believing and accepting only. Nobody is repenting anymore, nobody is confessing sins any more. The much emphasis You laid on the importance of repentance and confession of sins have been ignored and swept under the carpet. Lord are you keeping quiet?, are You not seeing what is happening?, are You not seeing that your people are perishing based on false teachings?

Lord my heart bleeds as I see what is happening in Your house these days, people have turned every teachings of Yours to the very way it suits them, the very way that makes it sound so sweet and no wonder You said that in the last days that the people will heap upon themselves teachers that will teach what they will like to hear and they will no longer endure sound doctrine but will prefer seducing doctrine of devils. 1Timothy 4:1 "Now the Spirit speaketh expressly, that in the latter times some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils"; Lord there are a lot of seducing and deceiving doctrines of devils in your house and if you did not do anything concerning that, the people for whom you went to the cross of calvary will perish.

My Lord and Savior, if You look into Your house these days, all kinds of indecent and devilish dressings despite all Your warnings, You commanded us to cover our nakedness but people are in Your house almost naked, You warned us not to put on dressings of the opposite sex but right in Your house people are freely and busy wearing whatever they like, body hugs, tight, see through trousers and all other types trousers, show chest, back and contours. You created us in Your image and after creating us You looked at what You created and saw how good we looked but now people are busy recreating themselves from the hair to finger nails to the bleaching of skin and fixing all sorts of things even printing on their skin a thing which you strictly warned against in Leviticus 19:28 Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I [am] the LORD. People are busy changing the ordinances of creation even in the church. Lord have mercy.

Lord here is what you said in Ezekiel 34:10 Thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, I [am] against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them. Lord according to Your word here, I believe it is time O righteous Lord to visit these shepherds and deliver you sheep from them.

Lord my hearts bleeds and I know also that Your own heart bleeds the more, I know You cry everyday when You look upon the earth to see what is happening in Your house, how those whom You called in Your righteousness have failed You and have deviated into pleasing themselves. Lord I am crying and pleading for Your enablement to do the much I can to help rescue Your people, Lord I ask also that You help me with more understanding of the scriptures and more of the gift of interpretation of the scriptures from the Holy Spirit.

I know Lord that these preachers can do anything they like, teach whatever they like, deceive whoever they will deceive and interpret the scriptures the way it suits them, but one thing I know is that they cannot and will never be able to make Your death on the cross a thing of vanity. Lord I pray that and expect that soon there will be a great revival in Your house, A revival that will open the eyes of everyone to see and understand the truth of the gospel, a revival that will unsit the various false teaching and beliefs found in the church today.


  • Thank You Lord
  • Your servant here

Anthony Ben